“Because you look like someone who knows how to be invisible,” she said. “And because you don’t look like you care that much.”
We talked about small things—the weather, the train, the color of the motel wallpaper—until the talk stopped and the silence filled in the shape of what we both were thinking. She wanted someone who could disappear when asked, someone who could make a past error look like an accident. I had a history of vanishing; the trick was doing it without leaving a footprint that shouted for conjecture.
The night it all collapsed, it rained properly—hard, clean, the sort of rain that washes away confessions and leaves behind the outlines of guilt. We drove with the headlights slicing through a wet world, the road ahead a streak of silver. Conversation was spare. Eve pressed her palm against the window as if to test the glass, or the world beyond it.